Well i was wrong about not believing Carlos. They actually are giving me a party just like he said. i was so happy that when they told me they wanna give me a party to get back at these 2 people i didnt care cuz i was still in shock and excitement. Now that i think about it, it makes me sad. i feel used and ive practically been sad since after lunch. i really want a party but not for the wrong reasons. i feel like crying but i need to hold it inside. i want totell them that i dont want the party for their convieniences. but my crush said he'll be there and i got excited over that too! God! then Carlos was looking at my invite list and he was saying that i shouldnt invite certain people cuz they dont like him. Its my party and i am friends with more people than him! then he was telling me to put people on there that i dont even talk to and that made me mad. You say u wanna throw me a party for my B-Day then you make it ur own without even considering wat or who my dislikes and likes are! give me a break! He said lots of people arent going to go because of him, so i told him to let me pass out the invites so people will come. He said no! Why, does he not want those peple to come because they dont like him so he is going to pass out my invites to make sure they dont come! im so mad! AHHH!